A Very Memorable Day


I pray not that thou shouldest take them out of the world.”

(John 17:15)


On May the 2nd, I was pretty low. I was too weak to read or pray aloud, so Shelby had been reading to me and leading us in prayer. It was Friday morning. I had been in the hospital for nearly a month. She opened Spurgeon’s “Morning and Evening” to the reading for that day, and read the following.


“’I pray not that thou shouldest take them out of the world’ (John 17:15). — It is a sweet and blessed event which will occur to all believers in God’s own time — the going home to be with Jesus. In a few more years the Lord’s soldiers, who are now fighting ‘the good fight of faith’ will have done with conflict, and have entered into the joy of their Lord. But although Christ prays that his people may eventually be with him where he is, he does not ask that they may be taken at once away from this world to heaven. He wishes them to stay here. Yet, how frequently does the wearied pilgrim put up the prayer, ‘O that I had wings like a dove! for then would I fly away and be at rest;’ but Christ does not pray like that. He leaves us in His Father’s hands, until, like shocks of corn fully ripe, we shall each be gathered into our Master’s garner. Jesus does not plead for our instant removal by death, for to abide in the flesh is needful for others if not profitable for ourselves. He asks that we may be kept from evil, but he never asks for us to be admitted to the inheritance in glory till we are of full age. Christians often want to die when they have any trouble. Ask them why, and they tell you, ‘Because we would be with the Lord.’ We fear it is not so much because they are longing to be with the Lord, as because they desire to get rid of their troubles; else they would feel the same wish to die at other times when not under the pressure of trial. They want to go home, not so much for the Savior’s company, as to be at rest. Now it is quite right to desire to depart if we can do it in the same spirit that Paul did, because to be with Christ is far better; but the wish to escape from trouble is a selfish one. Rather let your care and wish be to glorify God by your life here as long as he pleases, even though it be in the midst of toil, and conflict, and suffering, and leave him to say when ‘it is enough.’”


            As Shelby finished the reading, my heart was broken with sorrow and laughing with joy, sorrow because of my murmuring against my God and his good providence, and joy because of the assurance that the Spirit of God seemed to convey to my soul that I would not yet “die, but live and declare the works of the Lord.” May the Lord God grant his servant grace to devote himself entirely to the blessed work of preaching the gospel, for the glory of Christ.





Don Fortner



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